I was using the bathroom at a friend's house, and while looking at the mirror, I realized that I prgressed so much since the last time I was there looking at the same mirror.
The last time, which was more than a year ago, it was another friend's birthday at his place. That day they all went horsebackriding, but I was too tired to go, or move or do anything. I stayed at his place and watched 'surf's up'. I rememebered how I was feeling, and at what stage I actually was back then, I looked in the mirror and smiled. That second I was very happy. From being too tired to go horsebackriding, I can go through very long days and do many things. Lately I'm having some peace of mind and I believe that I'm actually very happy. I've become more levelheaded, more stable, I think.
well I could go on and on, so much has been going through my mind, but I forgot all about it. All I know is that I am happy, the kind of happy that is internal. The kind of happy that's not easily taken away. As corny as it sounds, I really appreaciate every second now.
About Me
- silent observer
- I walk around, observe the world and capture beautiful moments in my head and when I get tired of this world I go visit my childhood place.
4 comments:
hope you stay that way!!
I felt weird reading your 4 last posts in the same time. I thought about not commenting but I remembered Walli, and wanted to ask you if u've seen it. I also wanted to ask you about Woolf, but maybe you're too moody to read these days.
Totally pointless, I know.
why did it feel weird?
what's Walli? I don't know Walli
and well I read Orlando... a huge part of it anyway... but never got to finish it... it happens to me with some I never finish them, even if I like them and I liked Orlando a lot!
I love the imagery she uses and the way she talks about time.
I love the way she writes I really do
It's not Walli, it's Walle or Walle.e the animation movie. my mistake :)
it was weird because it was like the 4 different directions of the compass. read them usefself and u'll see what I'm talking about. but it's better that way. It's better for each post to express your momentary emotional status, rather than for all of them to feel the same.
Try to continue reading Orlando, and u'll be surprised in the end. The end is one of the moments I can't forget, along with the moment of the great frost and the moment of the transformation.
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